Lovable (?)
You want acceptance, Where I can only give you forgiveness. And I want love, Where you can only give me pity. Screaming and crying, Kicking and dying. When he asked me where he could bite me. I wanted to say, With every ounce of loneliness in me, “my heart”. My heart Made of gold, Only for him to find inside it, A worthless soul. That’ll make him stop. That’ll make him leave. That’ll crumble the narcissistic hope, Growing inside of me. The hope of proof. To make me lovable. Make me a natural at it. Look at how long I can hold my breath. Look at how fast I can run. Look at how quickly I can fall in love. Look at how much I can give you. Just fall in love with me. Please. Just show me that I’m capable of the one thing That I've never been able to get a hold of. The madness of this cat and mouse game Where I am the cheese. A bait and switch. Never in the picture, But a catalyst for others. When gruesome criminals have found love, What makes me undeserving of it? Whe...