Maybe?

I want to talk to you more,
I want you to look me in the eyes,
And perhaps,
Just smile. 

But I want to stay silent,
I want to unmemorise the way your voice sounds,
Another sight of your smile,
And I will not be the same again. 

Maybe in this silence I will find no rejection,
Maybe I will stop looking for love in random strangers,
Maybe I will stop playing pretend with our memories,
Maybe.